I need to abandon jungler for my own tempo

We kill malz, If I could shove this wave, shove the next, recall which would give me big buy and all my health back, and comeback to good wavestate that would be supremely execellent. Instead I interrupt my own proceedure and posture to help lillia on crab. Crab is 50g+xp+vision+speedzone, but I think my tempo is much more worth than that. I will be 6 soon and if I resest I will have mana, hp, and items, which would allow us to take drake with high probability and low risk. Problem: I want to help jungler get crab Solution: Abandon Jungler because my tempo is much more valuable. Consequence: I'm stuck in lane, without hp or mana, and sitting on 1000g. finding another reset opprotunity will be difficult, and drake is no longer a possibility after immedieatly hitting six.